2017/04/12

GRATITUDE 1.1__ 💣💣💣DYNAMITES COME IN SMALL PACKAGES 💣💣💣

You can never keep a Good-man down!
Gen 41:41


I don’t get to meet him more often these days, but our hearts are beating at the same time I am sure! God just made it to look like this! You never choose where you are born: you never pick your siblings neither do they decide to have you as theirs. God Just made it.

I am sure his beautiful golden heart is too heavy (it can’t be easily harboured in his tiny body). He is a true definition of what a brother is. He has made his mistakes__ but each time he did, he took responsibility. He has taken paths that lead to no-where but he was so loud to say, ‘this is a dark path, don’t use it!’. He did stay in one place too long but when he gained strength he did soldier on.
I remember when he taught me how to gather stuff and keep it. We played ball together. We fought a few times and yes I never won. He led the way to the light that we have behold and prayed to become. He still is a lamp on its lamp stand. He is a fire that is continually burning and illuminating the whole house-hold.

I remember when he protected me in the primary school. It feels like yesterday when we got to junior high_ he became a worthy shoulder to depend on. Kona kungembulela timphahla ngiyakukhumbula. He told my mom to stop giving him supplies (because he was a grown man in Form 2). He started giving me pocket money while we went to the same school. He fed me when I got to senior high. He smiled and became proud when I God to the university for my first degree. He came home to shout, “That’s my Boy!”, when I was capped. He celebrates me when I talk on the radio. He is a true mid-wife. He works on birthing other people’s dreams and destinies even while he waits for his first born. He is a people’s person.

One priceless lesson I am still trying to master from him is relentlessness. He has that diamond heart which says, “there is another way, let’s wait a little while longer, things are going to improve”. He has a way of hanging in there even with the last ounce of his breath, believing the sun is gonna shine someday. I look up to you for many things, big brother!

He is my man! I envy him.

Goodman

2017/04/04

Yes I was Wrong!!!!ii

Are you guilty of some wrong. Are you suffering because of what you did? Do you believe you must suffer as a result of your actions.

Check this.

Ps 107: 17.....
Some were fools through their sinful ways, and because of their iniquities suffered affliction; they loathed any kind of food,nand they drew near to the gates of death. Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. He sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction. Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, for his wondrous works to the children of man! And let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving, and tell of his deeds in songs of joy! (ESV)

Gratitude 1.0





This is April, My month of Gratitude

God has brought some people in my life that have been so much of a blessing. Been wondering; If they were not there where would I be? I can’t count them all but when I count them, this one is COUNTED TWICE!

She is the woMAN that decided she was gonna stay to nurture me when her husband went to be with the Lord I was only six and was in family of five (4 thorns and one rose).
She decided, "I am gonna stay, am gonna love them, I am gonna give them all, I will TEACH them and I will lay pleasure aside  to make them grow".


All young women can lean a thing or two from her:
She had no education, no Job and no husband… but she had the big G… to help her stay motivated. She made sure all the kids went to church. She kept them in school against her budget. I remember she went all around leaving no stone unturned; looking for means to keep them fed and dressed. She depended more on the big G_od, than on the family. Talking about family; some watched in wonder why she could not marry one of their own. I was too young but I saw them come to check on her and she said NO, I am still nurturing my babies. She would hide her tears and wounds just to make us grow.

One of the many lessons I learnt from her was contentment. Be content on what you have. Learn to leave from your own means. Do not mimic the lives of those who have it. Instead of that, work hard to be better and better


I love you mommy